ugh...

bad news: i am such a freaking wimp.
good news: i had a ridiculous amount of fun yesterday.

thoughts

- I have been a bad blogger lately. I want to fix that.
- I'm so glad Corey is able to be in Hawaii right now visiting his brother - - but I MISS HIM!!!
- I want an iPod Touch. Desperately.
- I am going to Six Flags/Schlitterbahn this weekend. Not only will it be fun, hopefully it'll give me a chance to fix some things.
- I really hope I don't chicken out this weekend.
- I want things to get better - and it looks like they actually might!
- Texting with your boyfriend is NO SUBSTITUTE for actually talking on the phone. It just makes things much more cryptic. :-(
- 9 days. I cannot wait to feel his arms around me.
- I missed church last week, and the week before. And I'm missing this week. Sucks. I miss it.
- The Father's Day cake I made was good. I didn't like the cake part of it so much. But the filling/icing? Amazing!
- Be My Cupcake is my new favorite place. Ever. Their cupcakes make me feel all warm and fuzzy.
- I <3 working out.
- I hate that my computer only lets me watch The Office from 6:00-7:30 in the morning. Seriously - what's up with that?
- I make some freaking good spaghetti.
- I miss watching the Food Network all the time.
- I miss College Station.
- But I love being in Austin.
- It's 9:00 and my eyes are already drooping. Does that make me a grandma?
- No. I don't think it does. I'm going to go read some more of Lisey's Story and go to bed.

P.S. I haven't met a Stephen King book I don't like yet. Seriously. They make me happy.